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Natan Sharansky’s First Seder

24.03.2021

I was born into a completely assimilated Jewish family. Nothing Jewish, except the anti-Semitism. No traditions, no holidays, no language. At 24, I joined the Zionist movement. We struggled to free the Jews of the Soviet Union. As part of my Zionist activities, I began to learn Hebrew in secret, in an underground ulpan. I celebrated the first Passover Seder of my life with my fiancé at the time, Avital (then Natasha), in Moscow. Three Hebrew teachers brought all of their students together for one big Seder in a Moscow apartment. As we didn’t know Hebrew well enough to read from the Haggadah, the teachers gave each of us a short part to memorize. We didn’t understand many of the words, expressions or sentences, yet one line in particular we didn’t just understand… we felt:

“…ela sh’bkhol dor v’dor omdim aleinu l’khaloteinu” — “in each generation, they stand against us to destroy us…”

It was enough to simply look out the window and see the KGB agents surrounding the apartment to know that we ourselves were continuing the Exodus from Egypt.

And when we said, “L’shana ha’baa b’Yerushalayim!” — “Next year in Jerusalem!”, we believed and knew that just like the Israelites in Egypt, we too would live lives of freedom. Before that freedom came, Avital and I would be separated from one another for twelve years. For nine of them, I was in the Gulag. 

When I celebrated the Seder in solitary confinement, I needed to decide what would be matzah, what would be maror and what would be wine, when all I had in solitary were three slices of bread, three cups of warm water and a bit of salt. I decided that the maror was salt, the wine was warm water, and the matzah was dry bread. Recalling the lines I had learned for my first Seder, I felt that our struggle continued. It strengthened my spirit.

“B’Shana zo anu avadim l’shana ha’baa bnei horin, ha’shana anu kan uv’shana ha’baa b’Yerushalayim” — “This year we are slaves, next year free men; this year we are here, and next year in Jerusalem.”

Prepared by Noam Zion for Haggadah "For Our Freedom"

Noam Zion is a Senior Fellow Emeritus of the Kogod Research Center at the Shalom Hartman Institute since 1978. He studied philosophy and holds degrees from Columbia University and the Hebrew University in Jerusalem. He studied bible and rabbinics at the Jewish Theological Seminary of America and the Hartman Beit Midrash. He has developed study guides on bible, holidays and rabbinic ethics. His publications and worldwide lectures have focused on “homemade Judaism” – empowering families to create their own pluralistic Judaism during home holidays, including Pesach, Hanukkah, and Shabbat.

haggadah Section: Commentary / Readings
Source: https://blog.nli.org.il/en/sharansky-seder/

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